Monday, November 12, 2007

It's Been a Long Time

I know it has but things have not been good. We are no longer foster parents. I don't know if we'll ever be foster parents again. It's way too personal to go into here but it is something that I'm not happy about.

I have applied (again) for a second job. BTW - I did finally get a call from the place I applied to last time but by that time I thought I shouldn't have a second job. Now things have worsened and money isn't falling from the sky. I need it. Now.

I'm trying to keep myself busy so as not to cry in self-pity every moment of the day. I'm reading books that I received for my birthday and I recently got a library card so that I won't feel the need to purchase any new books. I don't know why I didn't already have a library card.

I've resorted to selling stuff on eBay. I've started with a few baby booties that I made (from my own pattern) so I hope they sell. It was a lot easier to list them than I thought it would be. I've been looking around the house for other stuff to sell and I foresee more listings soon.

Wish me luck!